for departure. Fuckin ready to hit the road full speed ahead never turning back onward and upward never say stop till I hit the top.
I’m having a lot of anxiety today I just wanna be curled around you with dogs in the bed. sighing happy sighs.
Instead Iam here at this ususal everyday post standing sitting standing sitting. trying to remember to breathe and that I will have something that resembles my life like it was before this someday after this.
My dog won’t stare at me wistfully like he does everyday wishing I was a full time parent. nope I will have all the time in the world to be his daddy.
All I have to do is get rid of almost everything I own Save more money in the shortest amount of time I ever have Learn how to drive, Learn how to own something and say goodbye to everyone that I have been around for the last 4 years
Easy like Sunday morning which haven’t been that easy in the past couple years maybe they will actually be easy after a few Sundays have passed that do not bring the looming dread of work on Monday. Maybe days will become regular days again not harbingers of free time being over.
