i dont wanna fucking wait anymore I feel like im 12 again waiting for tits wanting to learn how to kiss feeling like I will just be stuck waiting to live and learn forever.
I have always hated waiting ever since I was the kid whose parents got “separated” and I spent my weekends waiting for my friggin dad to show up to take me and my bitter little bro and me all the way to queens. He would take hours and the whole time my mom who really needed space would be cursing my dads name and really making us hate him too.
how this turned into a therapy session is beyond me but thats ok cuz nobody reads this blog but me anyways.
Im sick of waiting to be with you
